Joining back into the military and I was all messed up.
Dreams about joining back into the military can represent a desire to regain control or structure in your life. However, feeling "messed up" in the dream may suggest a fear of not being ready for the demands or responsibilities that come with such an organized environment. It is possible that you may be facing a new challenge in your waking life that requires discipline and structure, but you feel unsure if you're prepared enough to handle it. Alternatively, this dream could be reflecting feelings of regret or nostalgia for a past experience in your life, specifically one that required you to follow rules and be disciplined.